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Yesterday was so lame, it just felt wrong. And not all those things are going to be any less lame today. Just some. I’m still on the devil pills that are making me want to die, and my grampa still doesn’t know what’s going on with his job.

My mom just called me. At 730am. And she called me last night at 1115pm. I answered the call this morning. She wanted to tell me what she wanted for Xmas. She said it like I had to get her something… She hasn’t spoken to me for two months, and it was probably two months before that time two months ago. Wtf? Now you’re calling to tell me what you want for Xmas? And this doesn’t seem shitty? Nice. As an adult, you should never call around telling people what you want for Xmas. That’s just tacky.

And speaking of last night, I finally talked to him. Poor baby needs a hug. It was a nice memory-reliving conversation, though. Jesus, do we have some of those. Good times. AND it’s only 25 days until he’s here. I’m too excited. Really, I need to take a pill.

I have a new employee in 1 - 2 weeks. Fantastic! Now, I just hope I get my vacay days on my next check. Fingers crossed!

I just got the new Killers album. I’m going to listen to it on my way to work.

The interview was tough. It lasted 5 minutes and I thought I was going to have a stroke. I think I hid it well and seemed mostly laid back instead of searching for what to say. Funny thing is, I wrote like two pages in my notebook of what to say, but a script somehow seemed inappropriate. Plus, he was there before I opened the store. So that’s out of the way. I’ll never have a first interview again! AND, he seems like a decent guy.

Today is my first day really on Vyvanse. I know the first day is going to be weird. I’ll refrain from coffee this time.

I got the best text in the world yesterday. I’d show you, but it’s all mine. I have no doubts, no questions about him. Thats odd for me, but I’ll allow it.

I said I wouldn’t, but:

Please please please come home. But not until you get the letter that I’m mailing you today!

Am I that brave? :/

I’m crazy about you. No seriously. Like, batshit crazy.

   Oh my god, yes! Win . — <3

Hopefully today I won’t be working til close. That depends on whether or not Ash comes. She’s been gone all weekend and came back last night, so she may be too tired to come in. I’m not holding her to it. It’d just be nice. Reset needs to be done and Ms.Ashley gets stuff done quickly.

I sent my resume in for the AE Visual Team job. I’m hoping I get a call. That would be wonderful! My resume is full of design and retail, so I don’t see why I wouldn’t.  I just hope I don’t work with a bunch of prissy kids if I get it. That’d be lame. Seriously something I’d like to have on my resume.

“how do you do it?
you make it seem effortless.”

Doctors appointments suck. Especially when they’re girl doctors appointments. Especially when the light is broken and they have to use…wait for it… a flashlight. A flashlight. Not even joking. At least it was something to laugh at.

Jenny Lewis and The Cold War Kids‘ albums are out today. Can’t wait. I have to wait until I’m by the Compact Disk Store though, because I am not driving all the way to Jefferson to buy CDs. That’ll be probably Friday. Oh, the wait.

Yay, you’re alive!