Hi, I'm Tabi. I'm an ISTP. I love design, my (few) friends, some of my family, nature, animals, color, and sleeping. Especially sleeping. :) Music makes the world go 'round. I worship at the altar of Photoshop, Illustrator, glue, paper, and pencils. I'm a Vitamin Peddler with a "Healthy Attitude". I like good blogs. They take up a lot of my time online. I have plans and I am going somewhere, but I'll be having to get off my ass in order to get there. I'm trying to get the hell out of the country(not the USA; the country) to start. I desperately want to achieve balance in life.
I have so much crap I have to do today at my house. Things are WAY out of order and the fridge is gross. I can’t wait to be in a bigger place or at least a more well thought out place. I hate this house. Hate hate hate! the only good thing about it is cheap rent. There should at least be a few good things about the place you live in.
The chocolate Optimum Nutrition 100%Whey Gold protein is delicious! I’ve been avoiding it since I got it a couple months ago. The vanilla is almost gone, though, and something must be done. So I tried it and its even better than vanilla. It’s just as good with water as the vanilla is with milk. Plus it goes better with the peanut butter and almonds than the vanilla does. Hurrah!
Seth has a doctor’s appointment tomorrow to find out if he needs to see a therapist. I never really considered it, because I thought depression never showed until adolescence, but he’s got almost every sign of depression. He’s not running away or trying to kill himself, but he IS only five.
I told my aunt about it today, she told me that she wished she has gotten Josh into therapy when he was a child instead of calling it a phase and waiting for it to pass, which is what I’ve been doing. Josh is now diagnosed bi-polar and can’t deal with humans civilly. She can’t make him go to doctors because he’s an adult now. I’ll definitely take that as advice on the positive to what I’m doing.
My grandmother looked at me like I was crazy at first. She does that a lot. She said she doesn’t notice it at all, but Seth almost made her cry a couple of days ago telling her he doesn’t like her and then ignoring her. That’s just not my baby.
I talked to the woman at GP today. After blowing me off for about 2 weeks, she finally told me that they’re not going to hire anyone. This is after she said I had the job. After I asked her if it depended on someone else, or if I had it and she said I had it. Yeah. Maybe I don’t want to work for you anyway, lady. I went to my interview at Venue Docket yesterday, and I’ll find out tomorrow if I have it. It’s something I’m actually pretty excited about.The interview made me so nervous, I could hardly answer their questions, though. I hope that doesn’t affect their decision.
So I’m fairly certain it’s an ulcer. I read up on it and learned all the things that could have caused it and are making it worse. There’s a LOT. I wish I had known beforehand, because this shit hurts so bad. So just for those who don’t know, here are the things I do daily that could have caused the ulcer:
Taking Naproxen(Aleve) and Ibuprofen(Motrin) nightly to help with back pain in the morning.
Drinking coffee (lots!) and other caffeinated beverages throughout the day.
Occasional smoking and drinking.
The pain was so bad today, I was grumpy as hell at my grammas house. All these children yapping away and Gary being a child right along with them. Yap yap yap hurting my poor head and belly and back. I can handle a lot of pain, but I will be a grumpy bitch. You will want to leave me alone. You may cry.
We made a video of our kitten chasing a laser light. He gets really dizzy and stumbles away. Hey, we laughed. Ch-ch-ch-check it out:
Hi, I'm Tabi. I'm an ISTP. I love design, my (few) friends, some of my family, nature, animals, color, and sleeping. Especially sleeping. :) Music makes the world go 'round. I worship at the altar of Photoshop, Illustrator, glue, paper, and pencils. I'm a Vitamin Peddler with a "Healthy Attitude". I like good blogs. They take up a lot of my time online. I have plans and I am going somewhere, but I'll be having to get off my ass in order to get there. I'm trying to get the hell out of the country(not the USA; the country) to start. I desperately want to achieve balance in life.
The chocolate Optimum Nutrition 100%Whey Gold protein is delicious! I’ve been avoiding it since I got it a couple months ago. The vanilla is almost gone, though, and something must be done. So I tried it and its even better than vanilla. It’s just as good with water as the vanilla is with milk. Plus it goes better with the peanut butter and almonds than the vanilla does. Hurrah!