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So now I have more drama in my life. Completely uncalled-for drama. and it had to go down Friday afternoon. When I really started managing Millerville. When I was waiting for my boss to come and do my interview for the promotion. Didn’t happen and I’m concerned about how Friday went down. I was so shaky and upset that I could barely do regular crap, much less make schedules and wait for him to get there for a serious interview. I feel like I let people down, for some reason. Probably because I got phone calls and text messages saying I let people down. ; ) That’s not the people I mean, though. Lameness.

So I’m scum. and I’m a terrible friend/family member. Whatever. Thanks for ruining one of the most important things thats happening in my life right now with some of the stupidest shit that’s happened in my life in a while. I hope you choke on the words you made me want to die with. How’s karma working out for you, there?

I hate people. No I don’t but I wish I did so I could just be alone and happy.

Come back. : )

Happy Independence Day!

1) I love love love today. Patriotic music and barbecue smells everywhere! It’s a hot day, so I’m sitting inside cleaning and taking breaks with the intrawebs. I have no real plans for today except to go out to see Elvin Killerbee tonight. I know Seth and I will go and get fireworks, but I don’t know where we’ll play with them. There are a few options that mostly depend on other people. I know I want a margarita. Yes!

2) I really hope I won’t be going out tonight alone. It sounds like that may be the case. Hm. Well, even if I do go out alone, I’ll be out and not really alone anyway. I doubt it. She’ll go. We’ll have fun. Tomorrow we’ll regret having so much fun, but it will probably be funny.

3) I found out some stupid shit about a supposed friend and her real intentions regarding her ’surprise visit’ Sunday. I’ve been ignoring her (millions of) calls and I got a new number anyway, so I may not have to speak to her again. If I wanted friends like her, I’d go back to high school. No thanks! I hope she decides to stay where the hell she is from now on.

4) I need a new job. Life sucks when you’re broke.

Within 5 minutes of each other, I swear:

Customer - Do you have a 48 hour cleanse?

Me - is that the brand name?

C -  no

M - We have this 2 day cleanse…

c- (cutting me off) No! No! That’s way too long.

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Customer2 - Do you have potassium? My doctor says I need to take 40mg.

Me - We have a 99 mg.

C2 - That’s not going to be enough. I need 40mg. (continues to say other things indicating that she has no idea 40 is less than 99)
M - ?

… and I really like her. We seem to have a lot in common and I want to hang out with her. But she talks about him. He whom I’ve spent the last year unsuccessfully trying to forget about. The boy I happily deleted from my phone only to spend an hour rummaging through my desk for his phone number a month later. The boy I actually can’t go a whole day without thinking about multiple times; even in my sleep; even when I’m with someone else. The only thing holding me back from what seems like a really decent friendship is him. Thanks for somehow having the power to infiltrate my life from 2486 miles away without actually being a part of it.

mm sangria.