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   There is absolutely no sleeping around here. I woke up around 5:30 to the peaceful sounds of everyone in the house arguing. So now it’s coffee and email until time to go to work. I can’t wait to not have to sleep at grammas. That’s going to be so nice. So quiet.

  I have to teach Reed how to do things today. It’s still better than having nothing to do all day.

  Microbiology sucks.

So now I have more drama in my life. Completely uncalled-for drama. and it had to go down Friday afternoon. When I really started managing Millerville. When I was waiting for my boss to come and do my interview for the promotion. Didn’t happen and I’m concerned about how Friday went down. I was so shaky and upset that I could barely do regular crap, much less make schedules and wait for him to get there for a serious interview. I feel like I let people down, for some reason. Probably because I got phone calls and text messages saying I let people down. ; ) That’s not the people I mean, though. Lameness.

So I’m scum. and I’m a terrible friend/family member. Whatever. Thanks for ruining one of the most important things thats happening in my life right now with some of the stupidest shit that’s happened in my life in a while. I hope you choke on the words you made me want to die with. How’s karma working out for you, there?

I hate people. No I don’t but I wish I did so I could just be alone and happy.

Come back. : )

I have so much crap I have to do today at my house. Things are WAY out of order and the fridge is gross. I can’t wait to be in a bigger place or at least a more well thought out place. I hate this house. Hate hate hate! the only good thing about it is cheap rent. There should at least be a few good things about the place you live in.

The chocolate Optimum Nutrition 100%Whey Gold protein is delicious! I’ve been avoiding it since I got it a couple months ago. The vanilla is almost gone, though, and something must be done. So I tried it and its even better than vanilla. It’s just as good with water as the vanilla is with milk. Plus it goes better with the peanut butter and almonds than the vanilla does. Hurrah!

I want Subway.

How the fuck could he never mention anything good about me. Act like I might be someone he’s physically attracted to. Ever. Never ever. And now he’s talking about how pretty all these girls are. How hot they look. Fuck him.

All I wanted was some attention. the kind people generally get from the person they’re with. Too much to ask, I know. Only when I stop giving it does anything come of it. Oh, then the shit hits the fan.

I miss you so bad, lovely. y  o  u. I never needed anything extra.