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    Seth has a doctor’s appointment tomorrow to find out if he needs to see a therapist. I never really considered it, because I thought depression never showed until adolescence, but he’s got almost every sign of depression. He’s not running away or trying to kill himself, but he IS only five.

I told my aunt about it today, she told me that she wished she has gotten Josh into therapy when he was a child instead of calling it a phase and waiting for it to pass, which is what I’ve been doing. Josh is now diagnosed bi-polar and can’t deal with humans civilly. She can’t make him go to doctors because he’s an adult now. I’ll definitely take that as advice on the positive to what I’m doing.

My grandmother looked at me like I was crazy at first. She does that a lot. She said she doesn’t notice it at all, but Seth almost made her cry a couple of days ago telling her he doesn’t like her and then ignoring her.  That’s just not my baby.

I talked to the woman at GP today. After blowing me off for about 2 weeks, she finally told me that they’re not going to hire anyone. This is after she said I had the job. After I asked her if it depended on someone else, or if I had it and she said I had it. Yeah. Maybe I don’t want to work for you anyway, lady. I went to my interview at Venue Docket yesterday, and I’ll find out tomorrow if I have it. It’s something I’m actually pretty excited about.The interview made me so nervous, I could hardly answer their questions, though. I hope that doesn’t affect their decision.

This picture makes me feel a little better.